i am exhilaration

i am exhilaration

i am breathing- panting. i am so cold, but so alive. i am the song of myself, as someone once said. i am celebration, of life and smoke and snow. i may die of frostbite, or pneumonia. but i am thrilling. i am thrill. i am foolish. my hands are burning from the cold. i am twenty degrees. i am charmed by life. i never want to sleep, but i know i am tired, and tomorrow i am one cigarette shorter than i planned. i am careless and worry free for now in this moment. i will sleep in what i will wear tomorrow, and when i say tomorrow i mean in five hours time. i am boundless and elation. i exist. i love. i am an imprint in the snow outside my window.
my life is overflowingfullofjoy.